“They’re all the same.”
How often have you said this about men or women, whether in terms of romance or friendship? It’s so easy, for me, at least, to get annoyed when one man has the same “demons” as another, or if a woman is too difficult to trust as a friend. I walk about, waiting for my jaded mind to be proven right: they’re all the same.
What a poor place to live. Thankfully, I only visit this domain, but I don’t even want to recognize that it’s part of my journey.
Oh well, I guess I’ll join the billions of humans on the planet that have been hurt one too many times and figure generalizing makes things better.
On a separate, but somewhat related note, today I was thinking about offering advice to a friend of mine about how she can’t let a person’s rudeness or behavior put a damper on her day. As a yoga teacher, I always try to listen to a student’s problems and lead them toward a positive direction in that you can only control your reaction to another’s inappropriate, juvenile, or even criminal actions.
What I realized, though, is not only how often I allow myself to react to those same actions, but that I also allow myself to react to the positive actions.
I’m happy when people buy me flowers. I’m sad when they go on with their day without tangibly noticing if my day sucks. I’m happy when the man I fancy sends me a text message to have a good day. I’m sad when he is a human and doesn’t treat me like a queen.
It seems as though we should definitely take into account the positive actions; I would argue it is beneficial to notice the kindness and beauty that surrounds us on a daily basis. HOWEVER, I realized today, that perhaps we still attribute too much weight to positive behavior.
“That made my day.” A seemingly amazing little sentence, right? But if I were to really pursue a yogi’s path toward enlightenment, I have to even let go of these phrases, these actions. Which, in all honesty, is incredibly bizarre, and I have no clue how to get to that place.
Maybe it begins with the negative and positive generalizations. Maybe it begins with ACTUALLY practicing living presently, moving through each moment without attachment or bitterness from the previous moment. If you’re like me, this sounds both unrealistic and maybe incorrect. But the more I study BKS Iyengar and Patanjali, the more I realize these concepts are a focal point in regards to living yoga. Living in THIS moment, responding to THIS action, without connecting it to a previous behavior, be it good or bad.
I might be getting way ahead of myself here; I would love if my mind were as philosophically sound as I dream, but I have a rather normal brain. Needless to say, I became aware today of how quickly I throw friends, lovers, or family members up on a pedestal when they “made my day”. Which, obviously, only sets me up to be disappointed when they don’t consistently make my day, or (the realistic and logical truth) are human. On my part, it’s really unfair to count up the blessings, just as it is to note all the negative qualities. No one in my life, or yours, for that matter, deserves to have their record brought up over and over, whether it’s positive or negative. Why not just accept and love those around us as they are today? Better yet, why not learn to love YOU as you are today? You’ve got a record, too. You’ve been part of the “they’re all the same” and “they made my day” at least once in your life. Honestly, it doesn’t matter. Today is a new day. A day when you can choose to let go of the negativity and positivity of yesterday and simply LIVE. Live and love those around you, not for yesterday or tomorrow. Just focus on today.
It’s a journey. It’s not going to happen by the time you shut your eyes to sleep tonight. But I challenge you to consider these points and whether or not you agree with me. I would love to open a discussion with any of you, so please leave a comment below. Namaste, friends.
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“Understand that the whole is the goal…the goal here is to make peace with all the tendrils and conflicts of your life…” Baron Baptiste, 40 Days to Personal Revolution